Sunday, June 29, 2008
9:02 PM
A lost friendship?
A lost friendship?
I was blog hopping and hey, I had unexpectedly realised that I'm not the only one that had such problems. I was not planning or wanting to pen this down, perhaps just wait for time and pass and just bury it, but I prolly figured out that I just need a vent outlet for whatever that's happened. I can no longer pretend that's nothing happened, which I'm damn bloody good in, sometimes executed so flawlessly that I even surprise myself.
Yea. I really don't know how to begin this. I think believe you guys can hazard a pretty good guess, right? It's like, I have always told people "Sometimes, people do change. Don't ask why, and just move on". Paradoxically, I can't seem to preach myself into it. Like earlier on, I was blog hopping and found a really high number of occurrences of "My best friend suddenly chose to ignore me", "My bestie gave me the cold shoulder", "I wish that we could all be like last time, the laughter's, the fun and the close bond of friendship that we had all used to share".
Although I don't exactly know what feelings were going through them, a logical and sound reasoning cum judgement would be those statements weren't just merely made up of sentences and letters, they were written with an uncountable amount of regret with the longing of the ability to turn back time. Nonetheless, I'm not going to write those grief-stricken statements; Cause life has to on regardless of what happened, agree?
At many times, I would just ponder, what constitutes in a long and lasting friendship? Is it looks, popularity or charisma? C'mon, don't give me bull and all that what not's. Inner beauty?? And those classic (and obsolete) examples of "My friend stood up for me / My friend really helped me when I was sick yada yada". Don't make me laugh, and accidentally press "Ctrl+W" and you guys need not read any further, cause if I really were to write that, then it's just bogus and being phony.
I don't wanna go digging up the past, I only have a couple sentences for YOU & YOU. You people know who you are, but I reckon that you wouldn't be "stumbling" upon my blog not to even mention read my posts.
If you think I'm flawed, ditto it to yourself. If you think I haven't done what a friend should do, ditto it to yourselves. If you think I'm such a difficult and impossible person to get along, ditto it to yourselves. But hey, I had accepted for who you guys are, have you ditto it to yourselves? |
Trust me, it wasn't written in the slightest fashion of sarcasm, in case you are double checking by scrolling up and down and being sarcastic is my image in you. And please, do not try to "Reductio ad absurdum" whatever I say. Take it as a pinch of salt, or alternatively, take it as a bucket of salt if you wish and must, it doesn't matter to me anyway.
Okay, I've got it off my chest, I'm also putting this whole matter behind me. Time to hit the books *Groans*