It the HOLIDAYS!!

YooHoo!

Waiting...

Waiting...

HOLIDAYS!

Ok, really gotto say that FMA paper sucked so big, again. Left question worth approx. 30 marks blank.

So, I may possibly fail FMA and/or Stats.

Heck man, its the holidays now.

Damn.

Everyone's like losing weight and all and I'm the only one putting on weight??

What the fuck.

Life unfair lah. People metabolism rate so high, mine like tortoise crawling.

Ok, time to lose weight(said 4 years ago). Peer pressure.

P.S to some Lawyer 'wannabe': At least I have a face much better than yours.
(Don't try to guess 'who' is this person. You'd never guess it right.)

Shoo-ing off to FMA...

Hoping

RWAR^72549745291

Stats really SUCKED so big time today.

Minimum 40 marks gone??!!

That paper was REALLY hard, ok?

Econs bad, Stats sucky. I wonder hows FMA gonna be like.

Please, I really don't wanna forward stats!

I'm really hoping for a 'C' for Stats and 'B' for Econs.

Got back WSD Project marks today. Ok, decent-reasonable.

Sian, now needa study FMA.

I always lose my momentum at the wrong time.

Geez, I really hate exams.

Stats helpline

Stats Stats Stats!

Why it seems so effortless to other people for Stats but not for me?


Stats Helpline: 1800-Kill-Me-Pls


Its very funny.

People blog a lot NOT during exams period but hey, I blog A LOT around exam period. Is it because I am very free and have the fullest of confidence that I'll get an 'A'?

BS. Total BS.

Looking forward to the 1 week holiday that comes after the exams. Wanna hang out and shopping (but no money, sighs) and rest.

Planning to change my blogskin and all too.

Oh ya, saw someone landed on my blog from Moscow, Russia.

I think he/she searched some Russian keyword that has the '3' thingy. Anyways, whoever you are, "Hello!"

Chat awhile more with Ash, then back to Stats.

Thou Shalt...

Just came back from Econs exams.

It was sucky.

Already lost 2 marks on the first question.

How could I forget that Nominal GDP = P_cy X Q_cy!!???

In which I wrote Nominal GDP = P_by X Q_cy.

Just fuck me man.

The paper is already handed up already (maybe I can be a ninja like Naruto and sneak into the school in the dead of the night and change my answers...) so thou shalt be optimistic about getting a 'B+' 'B' for Econs.

Here's a smiley for you

Time to watch a little bit videos and revision for Stats.

Ciao people!

P.S: I hope the marker doesn't have to much of a trouble in reading my 'Arabic-English-Greek' look-alike words. I didn't have enough time ok? But you better mark me correct ah.

"I don't know who you are, but if you don't mark me correct, I will find you, I will kill you."

Ok la. Just joking. Maybe nobody would be interested in watching a movie about a finding and hunting down a marker, just because he/she never mark me correct.

But how about a girl kidnapped while travelling in France with her friend and her Dad was a ex-CIA agent?

How would he track her?

How would he find her?



Taken


Recommended ya!

Just wondering if you guys read XX's blog, but if you do, you've known the 'consequences' if you guys blog and don't provide credits. LoL.

Smileys from: http://www.33smiley.com/

Movie Poster from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Taken_(film)

Ah, mine is an Unknown cyber journal, so who cares?

Shoo-ing off!

Can't wait for it to come

I really can't wait for the lifestyle during the holidays...

Its just work, and shopping! Can't beat that yeah?

But for now, its just books, notes, test paper and me.

Please

Please, Kenneth!

Go study! Don't watch Project Runway on Youtube and play PSP already!

You gonna fail flat for Econs, Stats and FMA ok?

Nearly there

WEC ended today and so concurrently, 4 modules are down already.

Econs, Stats & FMA will be spreaded over the next 2 weeks and I don't forward to Stats and FMA.

I may have some hits and misses but really, what can I do?

Just on a random sidenote:

"It's just funny how a great friendship can turn sour because of insignificant issues."

...

Nothing much to say leh.

Neither I look forward to ITP too.

Kenneth is so boring and un-happening.

I think I'm just gonna get the hell outta here and start Stats revision, or start-to-learn.

I think I'm outta my mind.

What you expect? I'm only a human being after all, no superman.

All I have in me now is muted screams and suppressed feelings.

Pathetic, uh.

I can no longer ignore and block of these mind-piercing thoughts.

Didn't even had a soul to speak to. Not parents, not friends.

Father like that, Mother also.

I always told myself "I can, I can, I can. Keep moving on, things would change for the better".

But turns out, I can't and neither things has changed for the better.

Am I what? Too greedy? Or too demanding?

All I want is a normal life with normal people around me.

And is that too much to ask for?

How is it so possible for others, yet not me?

What the hell have I done to deserve all this.

Or maybe I deserved it right from the very beginning.

Don't ask why. It is the way it is.

Kenneth.human

Ah, finally.

Too much programming has gotten me loopy. The blog title very programming syntax hor?

Had 1 day of rest from the mundane school stuff and it was damn damn damn GREAT! =)))

And I'm the only soul in my house, rock that baby!!!

* (My mum just sms-ed me that she's otw home, sighs) *

Lazed around in bed from 12pm till now.

I'm contemplating whether I should go for Uncle Johnson's place for CNY dinner.

I don't know how I come across to other people (and neither I care), but bare truth is, I really have a distaste for family dinners.

An classic example to exemplify would be CNY reunion dinner.

CNY reunion dinner was ok, except that... I can't comprehend how some humans beings (especially it's a relative) can be so damn insensitive about other's feelings?

I understand that Singapore is a country whose culture is embedded deep within the definition of 'Kiasuism', but so what if YOUR son got a 'B4' for his English O's and I, happen to barely scrape it through getting a 'C6'?

What does it show? Does it signify anything more than a concatenation of a Alphabet and Numeric figure on the O's certificate?

Allow me to recall the conversation on the dinner table that night:


- Talking about education, as usual and always and never, and I'm not even kidding, sick and tired of it -


Topic: Kaypo-ing where another cousin of mine is going after her O's and grades etc

*Yakking and yakking and yakking...* and I was busy eating good food...

And suddenly, the coordinates of the "verbal flying darts" started to fly in my direction.

Auntie YYY: 那时你的英文考多少啊？(Obviously trying to see if I fare better, or to her would-be-delightful, worst) Me: 'C6' lor Auntie YYY: 这样XXX (her dearie son) 还考得比你还好 leh! (*Saying in a jubilant tone*) Me: Oh, ok. (*In a blatant manner and an imaginary of rolling my eyes to the back of my head*)

Hmm, surprising ain't it?

The usual me, as many of you guys would know I would never in a million years let that kinda bitchy snide remarks fly past me.


But I did.


Why?

Simply because only ignorant and shallow people would compare 'that way' and direction. Some people simply never grow outta it. Compare grades???

In the fashion she did it, it's plain childish and nothing less than being tactless.

And it was damn obvious that she was trying to show off rather than knowing which also very much substantiates the fact that she is such a nosey parker, so much so to the extend of the family matters of others.

Pushing yourself (or your children) higher upon others to feel that you're superior is tantamount and the synonymous of making yourself a 'despo' for attention and glamour.

My question for you, Auntie is this: "Why don't talk about your 2^nd child?"

Uh-uh, Didn't do that well in poly, didn't he?

Why go on and on at every opportune moment (For instance, Family dinners, Gatherings) about your 1^st and 3^rd child?

It is because the 1^st graduated from NTU and the 3^rd got like 12 points (L1R5, if I'm not mistaken) for O's and his oh-so-holy-god-like 'B4' in English?

I was immediately thinking of the 'A1' ash got.

You wanna compare is it, Auntie?

...(I deleted the stuff here owing due to its low level of intelligence)

I could come out with impressive barrage of arguments and prove how fallacious the comparison was based on. But I resist myself from falling into her trap.

My guess was that she wanted to see some drama on the eve of CNY.

Nonetheless, grades are inevitably vital and essential in both school and career. But grades per se, is not everything.

How about other skills such as 'Speaking & Personal Presentation skills', 'Basic social etiquette' (in which you, Auntie, has appallingly failed), 'Sense of Dressing', 'Street-Smartness', 'Sense of Judgement/Astuteness' and amongst many others.

Do you not take that into account? Maybe not, for it illustrates, I insincerely apologize, your retarded-ness and primitive thinking.

Of course that being said, I myself is not a master of the above-mentioned. But at any rate, comparing the Auntie and her dearie son in some skills above, I'm definitely way (in terms of light miles) better.

It's odd to see how people these days append a value like we do in programming. Something like...

//Declaration of Variables Kenneth.human.oLvl.engResult as int = "6" XXX.human.oLvl.engResult as int = "4" YYY.auntie.openMyDamnMouth as string = "" If (Kenneth.human.oLvl.engResult < XXX.human.oLvl.engResult) Then YYY.auntie.openMyDamnMouth.thinkingProcess = "I better keep mouth my shut" Elseif (Kenneth.human.oLvl.engResult > XXX.human.oLvl.engResult) Then YYY.auntie.openMyDamnMouth.talk = "Hahaha, you are lousier than my son" End if

(those who have never done or studied programming might have a little figuring to do. But really, its total bs. Don't take it for real)

Omg, I'm scaring myself. Loopy liao.

Anyways, the bottom line is Grades ≠ Self-Worth.

Appending a 'value' or judging someone merely based on grades alone makes you (or you already are) a total Oxymoron (credits to ash) and character totally absurd.

Whoa, is this very long blog entry. Sorry la, my emotions got the better of me so... What??? Not happy; Leave. Shortcut, "Ctrl-W"

Ok, I'm done here. Going back to studies. WSD Test & Presentation on Mon, WEC Test on Tues.

人比人，气死人

P.S: Pardon my substandard, mediocre and abysmal control of the English Language. The juxtaposition of a 'C6' and 'B4' is simply colossal. Remedial lessons, anyone wanna volunteer to coach me?

Kenneth.human = ∞

Bye WSD

The EM CA3 yesterday was...

I dunno.

There were questions which I knew their answer's instantly, and there were some which really tempts you to run to your notes and check the hell outta it.

I was 'killed' by the last question that was worth 12 marks.

Ah, heck.

So EM down, so is WSD Project (*popping imaginary bottle of champagne*).

And I only slept 2 hours the previous night. Kept on programming and coding and debugging since 8pm yesterday till this morning 8am.

Yes, and I was late, again. Overslept, naturally.

Well... Could tell that my group members were kinda pissed off by me (late & doing something else that I was not supposed to).

I'm sorry yo! I really didn't mean it ya!

Kenneth really needs to take up some communication classes, urgent and pronto.

Anyways, the worst is over. I dunno if the rest felt so, but I really felt immense satisfaction when I handed our group's CD to the class rep. It was like transparent fireworks flying in all directions.

Ok; I'm really not thinking straight already.

That's what happens when you do programming for 16 hours within 1.5 days with only 3 hours of sleep.

Next week:
Monday - WSD Test & WSD Presentation
Tuesday - WEC Test

Nah, gonna watch Naruto 1^st then maybe Project Runway.

Weekends chiong again bah. Then its Econs, Stats and FMA.

I predict my GPA would fall like the current economic conditions. Ditto that to my bank account balance.

Anybody? Wanna gimme provide me with any economic stimulus plan?

Goyard is love.

Bye GEMS

Bye; Psychology & Counselling!

Today marks the end of my 3^rd GEMS.

Time really flies; I still remember sitting in the class room with my year 1 PTN (can't recall her name) laughing at some GEMS names. They really sound hideous la, lol.

But well, the next GEMS is the last one I'm gonna take so yea... Kinda indifferent to which one I'm gonna take since GEMS (and i mean any) seriously are a waste of time, imho.

I guess I'm fine since I don't really have a clique, although Thad and Amanda suggest that we go to the same next GEMS.

Oh ya, had the gems quiz today. Freaking hilarious la!

I really liked the way Ms Geraldine taught us. She never hammers and forces the stuff on us; she even allows us to sleep when we're feeling tired (The body needs to recuperate).

Ah well, just as some individual told me donkey's ago, "People come and go".

Rwar, I crashed in WEC CA2. C-, Sad.

Btw, Mr. Ken called me to ask me if I'd wanted to change ITP company. No wonder (I was like wondering where got so nice one, still call you ask wanna change mah?); the previous ITP attachment company required us to do TELEMARKETING.



*My skeptical side of me felt that the school must have wanted to avoid bad impressions when students give up halfway on Telemarketing jobs, based on past experiences*



Just my conjecture ah.

Maybe I should do some form of Disclaimer somewhere my blog soon. Don't want to get into some stupid shit for voicing out. Eh, doesn't that sound like some famous blogger?

Anyways, C'mon, gimme a break. $2.22/hr still want people do cold call sales?

I could easily earn 5 - 10 fold per hour on that measly amount in the next building and w/o even needing to do tele-sales. What recession/cost cutting which bloody sounds more like "taking advantage"; that's plain BS.

That's the new one. I'm confident that institutions end work earlier =P






Had EM presentation in the morning. I was late and cabbed to school. I would say its ok.

Ok, I'm dead for EM CA3 later. All written one. Still got 5 chapters more to go.

I'll try to cramp it all in.

Hate it

Oh, I might as well add.

I fucking hate the workload I got now.

Fuckilicious.

grow up

Seriously, why yearn and want something that would only bring you disappointment.
Or at least realising, so to speak.

This is plain silly.

You're 18 already, grow up boy.

bs

I don't even know how or what to say.

Let's just fucking hope that I can fucking survive these 3 fucking days with no fucking problems.

EM PPT, EM CA3, Psycho Quiz, WSD Project. I'm gonna rip you apart one by one.

The "I" motivational song

I am not procrastinating.

I am not procrastinating.

I am not procrastinating.

I am studying.

I am studying.

I am studying.

I will not be lazy.

I will not be lazy.

I will not be lazy.

I will keep my hands off PSP and Youtube.

I will keep my hands off PSP and Youtube.

I will keep my hands off PSP and Youtube.

Let's repeat this for another 9462321657 times and see if A's would appear.

My discipline is really bad.

Kenneth IS studying.

Ok. This is really not going anywhere.

Coming week, Wednesday and Thurday.
EM Presentation + Psycho Quiz and EM Final Test.

Psycho Final presentation was a blast! Hahaha! And Zhuo Wei, Amanda Thaddeus and I played pool in Moberly after the lesson.

I lost big time; never played pool for donkey months.

Again, its ironic. I don't even get along that well with my classmates as compared to the gems people. It's was the same during EPI as well.

Ah well, let's focus on Uni entry.

⇒ KENNETH
⇒ SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC
⇒ 13121990
⇒ SAGGITARIUS

⇒ A wish that has infinity wishes 

This is my blog and therefore, a monologue, not a dialogue.

Chill man! I'm so friendly ( :

MSN me if you wanna say anything, that is, if you have it.

No petrol, so no flights out.

Blog Design

⇒ Designer 
⇒ (: 
⇒ Blogskins 

Edited using and Tested on:

⇒ Macromedia Dreamweaver 8 
⇒ Internet Explorer 8 Beta 2 
⇒ Dynamic Drive 
⇒ Blogger 

Audio/Video/Graphics

⇒ Imeem 
⇒ Youtube 
⇒ MyFlashFetish 
⇒ deviantART 
⇒ photobucket 
⇒ Google Search 
⇒ Feedjit 
⇒ ClockLink 

⇒ October 2007 
⇒ November 2007 
⇒ December 2007 
⇒ January 2008 
⇒ February 2008 
⇒ April 2008 
⇒ May 2008 
⇒ June 2008 
⇒ July 2008 
⇒ October 2008 
⇒ November 2008 
⇒ December 2008 
⇒ January 2009 
⇒ February 2009 
⇒ March 2009 
⇒ April 2009 
⇒ May 2009 
⇒ June 2009 
⇒ July 2009 
⇒ August 2009 
⇒ March 2010