Tuesday, October 28, 2008
1:35 AM
Now I get it; thanks
I know it deep down that no matter how much I rant it to Ash or blog here, it will still be there. I guess this is what actors and actresses in Channel 8 dramas mean by saying “有些事情无论多久,都不会随着时间而冲淡.” No doubt it sounds very script-written, now I'm experiencing the first hand experience - every bit of it.
I need to move on.
The question is 'how'. How am I supposed to move on when memories keep replaying like a spoilt VCR over and over a dozen million times a day? Following which I will be wallowing in despair.
Ok la, not entirely though. Sad maybe, I don't know.
I love to do this when faced with a problem. Especially a tricky one. Perhaps I have taken on a brain of a computer. 'If-Else' conditional statement, sounds familiar, eh?
I have XYZ problem, and I have the following options;
A) Take the first initiative by saying "Hi, how have you been?"
• Sounds very fake, but that might just be the key to the answer. Downside is, I'm afraid of rejection.
B) Hide under my pillow and pretend it didn't exist.
• This obviously didn't work out. But I'm stating it so looks that I have more options.
C) Basically, there ain't a 3rd option.
This is the first time that I'm revealing my inner-most thinking's.
Thanks a million Ash, for your ears and money.