Friday, June 26, 2009
3:16 AM
What is happening?
Over the past 3 weeks, I have honestly done nothing much.
I've been watching video clips and more video clips without the slightest trace of guilt that exams are next week, nearly back-to-back everyday, and I have got 3 projects on hand.
When it comes to studying, my motivation is really not there, not as much as going to work or even a whole lot of other stuff.
I know its my time to study and work hard to get those fantastic grades. Mum & Dad has always been saying "You better study hard when you are a student. Don't wait till you are working then you start to regret that you should have studied harder to take on a higher position."
Yeah I know that and really makes perfect sense - it really does!
But what amazes myself is I can't find any motivation or discipline to study.
I'm really starting to believe that this is not really the right path for me.
What is then?
I guess my whole life is ruined.