Sunday, July 26, 2009
1:19 AM
30 minutes of staring into blank space
Having stared at this blank space for about 30 minutes, I finally know what to type on this white and empty blog editing space - a space which represents what every blogger would want to express, be it happy and jubilant moments, upsetting and disappointing moments, for public or private viewing.
It really baffles me how an intention - purely good and sincere in nature ends up with having vulgarities spewing with much criticism and personal attack. No, I won't talk about what happened. It's already no longer important or anything that holds value anymore. What's happened, happened and what's said, said. Nothing can be undone.
I was in total utter shock, I can't deny. I can't be the usual me, taking it in my stride and sweeping it off my shoulders, telling myself "Ah, its nothing much".
The only lesson I can learn from this is through a old cliché saying that goes "Life is like a flying a kite. You tug it too hard, you will end up hurting yourself and the string will snap. You don't hold it firm, it will fly too far and will eventually disappear". We all know the saying, who doesn't? Its just that we don't apply what we have learnt or heard.
Anyways for those who might be concerned, I might be switching blogs. It can be just a domain, a blog service, for private viewing or even totally stop blogging altogether, although the possibility is rather low. Don't worry, I will tell you guys where I'll be shifting to. Including the guy who came in through San Antonio, Texas. I just don't have the excessive energy to think of other stuff at this moment.
Alright, I'm going back to complete my report. You guys enjoy your stay here - while its still available.